July 29th 2018

Sunday  is not sunny today,  it’s raining and I love it . The apartment we shifted is almost done with furnishing and mending, drilling and moving furniture. Getting connections with cable and internet.

We have a cook cum cleaner 🙂 life is good with clean sheets, shinny floors and good food. What else do I need ? A job 🙂 Something to keep my mind busy. Am I exercising ? Not really, but have started it. Anything that starts is good, it means from planning execution has being initiated.

I was working all these years, but still I have not designed something that will satisfy my inner soul. My dear sweet husband is back to normal, thank God!

My eldest brother and his family went off to Dubai for a good time and left my mother alone in the house ..because that’s not in their lookout? Fortunately, a maid stayed with my mother during nights and also cooked..so it’s not really bad.

This year till now is good and hope it gets better.


Not Bad… it is not bad to become a hermit..no fights no arguments just work and more work..more money…and you get to know yourself too.that is important..to know yourself…and you have other as companions..silent ones..books..music ..and internet..and you are the hermit…buzzzzzzzzzzz

speaking aloud

It Is Me… Words are always so friendly, when in books we can read and imagine. When we write, they join us to express our inner most feelings.
Hatred, revenge, insults, foul words, love, warmth, care and friendship. It is amazing, how each word can mean so much.
In a different place, I feel lonely then writing comes to my rescue. The easiest way to write beautifully is to read . I love to read, and then imagine something.
It is bad, you know why? Because, I forget who I am in real and become the character in the story. Virtual life, temporary main character 🙂
Poetry, is the easiest way to express, and unlike prose, doesn’t make the reader think its real 😉
Today, changed something..hmmmm my name..it does feel different..if not..then whats in the name eh ?

lost last love

Can You..
I read every word you wrote
I re-read to find solace
I couldn’t find any
Your feelings changed indeed
No more am I worth any comforting words
I was never sad before
Now, I am not happy anymore
I yearned to be with you
To hold hands
To see you smile
You are all that makes my inner spirit rise
My heart though broken
My mind now stunned
I have no where to run, from my self
this blow is not the last to come
I faced many harsh words by known and unknown
You have joined the list of those who hate me
I can not believe, but it is true
I still love you..but you never loved me.
now I know..for sure

memories forever

Lines That Shine… Asked again..will you be mine
my life’s sunshine
your presence made me felt alive
I didn’t need to strive
It was natural between us two
But ..then you had a lover too 😉
and I am married ..what to do 😉
Yet..for a moment we forgot
and played a game of thoughts
words were written in rhyme
we hummed it in tune to feel
the happiness within and expressed
no..it didn’t get me depressed
the time we were together
I will keep it’s memory forever…
Forget you ? no never..ever ever

Charlotte Bonnet

Sitting on the wooden fence at the ranch Charlotte was sipping her morning coffee. The aroma was intoxicating, she had come to the ranch for creating a master piece. A talented artist, with some pain inside her, she never could love anyone after her Mike.

Mike Sanders,  had many  fashion designers coming into his studio much earlier than the meeting. They not only had to find a new and fresh artist, who could give a newness to the blank wall that would be the show stopper for the Fashion Le Style, closing for the Autumn collection.

Mike Sanders , looked out of his window and he saw a bird flying away and remembered Charlotte. Mike had many women after him, some of whom he had some physical relationships. But, no one was as like his Charlotte. Mike knew, about the delivery and death of his son. But, one thing always confused him, why would WilliamFoster take the body with him. But, Mike knew  it is not worth to indulge in past.

As, the artists started to enter his eyes caught Sophia. For a moment, he couldn’t move she was  exactly like Charlotte. Is she her child? Mike told himself, to remain silent. Maybe after the meeting or perhaps after the show, presently, he couldn’t take his eyes off her. Sophia could feel his stare, but failed to understand the reason.

The fashion  extra, had Autumn as theme, so the back drops of the stage would have computer generated scenes of landscape in Autumn. The models had all soft, breezy and cool look. The make-up team had device a glitter that, didn’t make it as particle with glow rather the entire skin would be glowing, a rather healthy look.

The musically team also arrived. They had softness and playfulness as the theme. Each cat walk, to get a perfect music for making the dress flow in coherence with the music flow.

Too many issues, but still Mike kept on looking at Sophia. Suddenly, he couldn’t take it anymore.

He asked Sophia to meet him for a private discussion.

Sophia, ” Yes. Mike?”

Mike,” Sophia…I want to ask you a personal question?”

Sophia, “Yes.”

Mike,” Who is your mother?”

Sophia,” I am the daughter of Fosters”

Mike,” I am sorry if I am getting too nosy. But is your mother’s name Charlotte?”

Sophia,” No.”

Sophia was thinking why does it matter to Mike , if she was the real daughter or not. And who is Charlotte?”

The meeting ended and Sophia just couldn’t wait any longer. Sitting at the lobby, she called up Patrick.

Patrick, “Hi”

Sophia,” I am sorry to disturb you.Do you have some time?”

Patrick,”yes. What is it?”

Sophia,” I came to a meeting  for Fashion parade. Mr. Sanders , ie Mike sanders is asking , if my mother’s name is Charlotte?”

Patrick,” yes it is. But.. Sophia are you  with him or left?”

Sophia,” I am talking to you from the main office lobby.”

Patrick,” Keep on staying there. I am coming. And Sophia, don’t say anything to him.”

Sophia,” Okay. But you are also getting me a bit worried.”

Patrick then called up Helen and asked her to pick him from his apartment and bring the blue diamond with you, was the instruction. Helen, informed James, about her to be visit with Patrick as the car drove towards the apartment.

Helen,” Papa. Whats the matter?”

Patrick,” I think, we got your real father”

Helen,” What? Really!!”

Patrick,” I said, I think.  I am not yet sure.”

The car took them to the office. They then went to the secretary for asking to meet Mike.

Secretary,”But. Sir has another meeting ”

Patrick,” Just for five minutes.”

Secretary,” Let me ask. Who should I say, wants to meet?”

Patrick,” Blue Diamond”

Mike,” Yes. ”

Secretary,” Sir, do you have five minutes to spare?”

Mike,” No. But who wants my time?”

Secretary,” Blue Diamond”

Mike,” Send him”

Patrick, Helen and Sophia they all entered Mike’s studio office. Mike, was amazed to see the twins. They were replicas of Charlotte. He kept on looking from one to another. Patrick took the blue diamond from Helen, and gave it to Mike.

Mike, took it and tears rolled down his cheeks.Patrick, gently pushed the two twins towards Mike.

Patrick,” Charlotte’s twins, and if I am not wrong , your’s too”

Mike,” Oh My God! ”

It was a tearful reunion. Mike hugged them so tight, as if he wanted to capture all that time.

Mike,” How? I am so happy. I am totally lost. How? How  did I not know about you two?”

Patrick,” It is a long story. But let me make it short. Your twins, were swapped with the dead child of Fosters”

Mike,” Oh! that’s why he took the child’s body with him.”

Patrick,” Yes. Foster’s  wife came to know about the truth, just when Sophia was getting married.”

Mike,” You are married?”

Helen” We both got married the same day”

Mike,” I am so happy. I miss Charlotte. I think, some of my pain would go by looking at you two. You look exactly like your mother. I was staring at Sophia, because I couldn’t believe that she looked so similar to my Charlotte.”

Helen.” Are you married?”

Mike,” No. I wanted to many times, came close to marrying too. But, I just couldn’t”

Patrick,” I know that Charlotte was married to Peter William. But, they have divorced.”

Mike,” Is Charlotte alive?”

Patrick,” I don’t know. But , we can always find out.”

Mike was too happy to attend any meeting. He cancelled his week’s program. It was too much for him to handle. He kept on hugging and kissing his twins. They all went to Helen’s Mansion, to meet her family.Sophia told her father about  Allen Woods her husband. She was like a young girl, eager to tell her father everything that he missed. Mike was smiling, it was a real smile.

New Year

Everyone was suggesting names for the twins. Helen, had few and James also got some but Raymond and Richard wanted equality. Yes, they wanted to get the chance to name their sister, each one must get to name one.

Richard, ” I want to name ” Elizabeth ” and her  pet name would be Beth

Raymond,” I like to name, ” Josephine ” and her pet name would be Joe

Grand mother was all smiles and looking at James and Helen, she winked.

The grand party had many guests, everyone bought a gift.It was a family reunion, as Sophia and   Fosters were also attending the party. Patrick was already staying with the family. Alfred arrived with Jane. Suddenly, a woman so beautiful entered the room, it was Rosea Black.

What was she doing here ? was the question racing in the minds of the host. She was introduced as Mr. and Mrs. Charleston Brown. She looked very different, but it was her.

Helen, ” Did we invite them ?”

James,” I don’t think so, but Charleston Brown..that name is familiar. Maybe, he is her new catch.”

Charleston Brown was a man in his late sixties, he was a widower but had re-married. Rosea, was introduced as, ” Cristina”

Cristina was stunning, in her appearance with her perfect curves and dazzling eyes. She moved towards the twins, Elizabeth James Smith and Josephine James Smith.

Cristina,” You always have twins ?”

Helen,” Yes.”

James,” Mrs. Charleston , your husband is calling you . Please this way”

Patrick was eyeing Charleston, with much curiously .He looked familiar. Suddenly, he realized he resembled Helen and Sophia’s mother. Patrick, went to meet Mr. Charleston. however, Carolina thinking that Patrick wanted to talk about her past life, quickly took Charleston away.

Carolina pulled him behind the curtain and walked into the terrace, earlier she thought her presence would make James uncomfortable, but now she was feeling awkward. She wanted to leave but how..so she started to kiss her husband  and whispered her desires for him. Charleston was a bit amazed, but then he didn’t think it wise to question his wife. Both left, making some excuse about an appointment.

Helen, ” Shouldn’t we inform the police”

James,” Yes. But we need to be careful. You must have  noticed that Rose Black has totally done a new look. Her hair color style and her eyes all looks different. Even her nose. I think she did spend a lot of Charleston money on surgeries for a new look. Why did she come? I can not still understand her motive.

Helen ,” She is dangerous. She has murdered people. I don’t want her to plot any new schemes to disturb my family”

The party was a success but Helen was disturbed. She needs to be on guard again. Rosea is back and she is darker than black.